mood: lonely

Better than I do, you remember the day

When you kept your promise to a small girl

The one with the ripped jeans and the adolescent T's

The one that was careless

The one that you tried to hold hands with so many times

The one that you prayed would open her heart because praying didn't work

The girl who sat alone by herself, so you went to sit beside her

The girl that laughed at all the jokes, even though she didn't understand them

The girl who now doesn't care to bother with them

The girl who won't sing or smile or show how she feels because it would never be returned

Better than I do, you remember the day you died and left her alone

The girl was clueless as ever

She cried even after the tears were long gone, which she'd never done and hasn't done since

Better than I do, you remember that girl

The one who couldn't breath when she heard the news

The one that broke

The one who didn't know what she was doing without you

The one who's sorry she didn't care more when she was with you

The one who lost her world

The one who was so.o.o scared to continue without you

Better than I do, you remember

All the memories we shared

Watching the sun rise from my kitchen window

Watching it set from the hills near your house

Walking down to the candy store

Listening to Kenny G. and Enya

Eating spaghetti by candle light beside the glowing pool

Staying up past midnight watching E.T. with Taz and Jewels

The Shrimp Boat

And everything in between

And every moment I can't remember

Better than I do,  you remember who I was

But

Better than you do, I remember what you've always been and always will be

An angel

.: R.I.P Cindy Lynn Lebon

-Chainlink Angel